Saturday, July 31, 2010

July flew by!

I can't believe it's been a month since my last post!  July flew by so fast, well the whole summer is going way too fast!  These beautiful Phlox are blooming in my garden dispite the neglect of time I've shown them this summer.  It's been hard for me to blog lately since I'm sad most of the time.  As some of you know my Dad has brain cancer.  He was hospitalized again last week with a seizure they think, not quite sure.   Hospice came to set things up last week for my Dad, that was a hard, hard day.  This is the hardest thing I've had to go through so far in my life, it totally stinks.  It's so hard to see my big strong Dad deteriorate and get weaker and weaker.  I'm so grateful for my family members though who are all sharing with caring for him so we can keep him home where he wants to be with his wife/my mom of 55 years and his 2 doggies.  
Also my father in law was hospitalized overnight this week too.  We aren't sure whether it was him mixing up his meds or his heart valve that caused his situation.  He's fine now though, whew!  Way too much drama here lately, way more things than I want to mention right now!  Maybe more about the other stuff later. 
I did manage to work all day today on a big batch of dollies, I think there are 21 little darlins.  Thank goodness I have that to take me away from thinking about sad stuff.   I keep telling myself that this is just a bump in my life a huge bump but a bump none the less.  Hopefully I still have some people out there reading this I've been such a crappy blogger.  Hugs to you!